One More Night

You and I go hard, at each other like we going to war
You and I go rough, we keep throwing things and slammin' the door
You and I get so, damn dysfunctional we stopped keeping score
You and I get sick, yah I know that we can't do this no more

But baby there you again, there you again making me love you
Yeah I stopped using my head, using my head let it all go
Got you stuck on my body, on my body like a tattoo
And now i'm feeling stupid, feeling stupid crawling back to you
So I cross my heart, and I hope to die, that I'll only stay with you one more night
And I know I said it a million times
But i'll only stay with you one more night

Trying to tell you no, but my body keeps on telling you yes
Trying to tell you stop, but your lipstick got me so out of breath
I'd be waking up, in the morning probably hating myself
And i'd be waking up, feeling satisfied but guilty as hell

But baby there you go again, there you go again making me love you
Yeah I stopped using my head, using my head let it all go
Got you stuck on my body, on my body like a tattoo
And now i'm feeling stupid, feeling stupid crawling back to you
So I cross my heart, and I hope to die, that i'll only stay with you one more night
And I know i've said it a million times
But i'll only stay with you one more night

Yeah baby give me one more night
Yeah baby give me one more night
Yeah baby give me one more night

But baby there you again, there you again making me love you
Yeah I stopped using my head, using my head let it all go
Got you stuck on my body, on my body like a tattoo
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

So I cross my heart, and I hope to die, that i'll only stay with you one more night
And I know i've said it a million times
But i'll only stay with you one more night

(yeah baby give me one more night)

So I cross my heart, and I hope to die, that i'll only stay with you one more night
And I know i've said it a million times
But i'll only stay with you one more night

(I don't know, whatever...)






Note : Dear Adam... hyaaah apaseh guweeh hehehe ... seringkali saya ngalamin ini janji janji tinggal janji...one more night :p

Kala Cinta Menggoda

Sejak jumpa kita pertama kulangsung jatuh cinta.
Walau kutahu kau ada pemiliknya.
Tapi kutak dapat membohongi hati nurani.
Kutak dapat menghindari gejolak cinta ini.

Reff.
Maka ijinkanlah aku mencintaimu
Atau bolehkan aku sekedar sayang padamu. x2

Memang serba salah rasanya tertusuk panah cinta.
Apalagi aku juga ada pemiliknya.
Tapi kutak mampu membohongi hati nurani.
Kutak mampu menghindari gejolak cinta ini.

Maka maafkan jikaku mencintaimu.
Atau biarkan kumengharap kau sayang padaku

*note: suka banget lagu ini. pahaaam banget deh rasanya serba salah pas lagi tertusuk cinta hahahaha.... saya mungkin sedang dalam posisi yang nggak cinta cintaan. Minder, rasanya koq nggak nyaman ya saat saya lagi merasa "minus" terus mulai menerima orang lain dalam hidup saya.

cryin'

There was a time
When I was so broken hearted
Love wasn't much of a friend of mine
The tables have turned, yeah
'Cause me and them ways have parted
That kind of love was the killin' kind
Listen, all I want is someone I can't resist
I know all I need to know by the way that I got kissed

I was cryin' when I met you
Now I'm tryin' to forget you
Love it sweet misery
I was cryin' just to get you
Now I'm dyin' 'cause I let you
Do what you do down on me

Now there's not even breathin' room
Between pleasure and pain
Yeah you cry when we're makin' love
Must be one and the same

It's down on me
Yeah I got to tell you one thing
It's been on my mind
Girl, I gotta say
We're partners in crime
You got that certain something
What you give to me
Takes my breath away
Now the word out on the street
Is the devil's in your kiss
If our love goes up in flames
It's a fire I can't resist

I was cryin' when I met you
Now I'm tryin' to forget you
Your love is sweet misery
I was cryin' just to get you
Now I'm dyin' 'cause I let you
Do what you do to me
'Cause what you got inside
Ain't where your love should stay
Yeah, our love, sweet love, ain't love
'Til you give your heart away

the little thing

lagi sukak lagu inih :)

[V1:]
The little things, you do to me are
Taking me over, I wanna show ya
Everything inside of me
Like a nervous heart that, is crazy beating
My feet are stuck here, against the pavement
I wanna break free, I wanna make it
Closer to your eyes, get your attention
Before you pass me by

[Chorus:]
So back up back up take another chance
Don’t you mess up mess up I don’t wanna lose you
Wake up wake up this ain’t just a thing that you
Give up give up don’t you say that I’d be
Better off better off, sleeping by myself and wondering
If I’m better off better off, with out you boy

So don’t just leave me hanging on

[V2:]
And every time, you notice me by
Holding me closely, and saying sweet things
I don’t believe, that it could be
You speaking your mind and, saying the real thing
My feet have broke free, and I am leaving
I’m not gonna stand here, feeling lonely but
I don’t regret it, and I won’t think this
Was just a waste of time

[Chorus]

But don’t just leave me hanging on…..

Irreplaceable

To the left
To the left

To the left
To the left

Mmmm to the left
Everything you own in the box to the left
In the closet, thats my stuff
Yes, if I bought it, then please don't touch (don't touch)

And keep talking that mess, thats fine
Could you walk and talk, at the same time?
And its my name thats on that jag
So go move your bags, let me call you a cab

Standing in the front yard, telling me
How I'm such a fool, talking 'bout
How I'll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted

You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact, he'll be here in a minute (baby)

You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I can have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinkin'
You're irreplaceable

Go ahead and get gone
Call up that chick, and see if shes home
Oops I bet you thought, that I didn't know
What did you think
I was putting you out for?
Because you was untrue
Rolling her around in the car that I bought you
Baby, drop them keys
Hurry up, before your taxi leaves

Standing in the front yard, telling me
How I'm such a fool, talking 'bout
How I'll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted

You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact, he'll be here in a minute (baby)

You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I'll have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinkin'
You're irreplaceable

So since I'm not your everything
How about I'll be nothing? nothing at all to you (nothing, nothing)
Baby i won't shed a tear for you (I won't shed a tear for you)
I won't lose a wink of sleep (a wink of sleep)
Cause the truth of the matter is (truth is)
Replacing you is so easy

To the left to the left
To the left to the left

Mmmmm
To the left to the left
Everything you own in the box to left

To the left to the left
Don't you ever for a second get to thinking
You're irreplaceable

You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact, he'll be here in a minute (baby)

You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I can have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinkin' (baby! hey yea)

You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact, he'll be here in a minute (baby)

You can pack all your bags we're finished
Cause you made your bed now lay in it
I could have another you by tomorrow
Don't you ever for a second get to thinkin'
You're irreplaceable

Notes :
Kalo denger lagu ini berasa kayak baru kemaren patah hati hehehehe, tetep berasa MENOHOK, berkurang rasa sakit hatinya dan ilang sudah kata kata yang mau mutilasi dia pake gunting kuku... :))

Saya selalu beranggapan dulu kalau "dia" laki laki dimasa lalu saya tidak tergantikan No One can replace him... I was DEAD WRONG.

Ternyata saya sudah melupakannya, melupakan bahwa orang ini pernah berada dipikiran saya untuk bertahun tahun lamanya selama saya bangun, saya akan tidur dan bahkan memimpikannya meski tidak selalu.

... Gak pantes rasanya kalo saya terus meratapi "kenapa saya gak pantas dicintai" "kenapa saya gak cantik dan manja"  Kayaknya kalo selalu tampil cantik dan manja jadinya malah bukan saya ya...hahaha... Jadi so be it... bukan jodoh saya.

That was past for me, I'm Moving on. Saya yakin diluar sana masih ada laki laki itu yang tepat buat saya, yang bisa menerima saya apa adanya, yang tidak hanya diam ketika saya ngeyel, yang menuntun saya kala saya salah jalan.

Aku datang untuk mu

Jangan takut berjalan sendirian

Ada aku turut menuntun jalan

Saat hatimu di serang kesepian

Aku datang

Redam badai lakukan dengan tenang

Hujan ini akan engkau kalahkan

Kalau hatimu percaya padaku

Aku datang

Kau jadi samudera aku langitnya

Memeluk dunia kita berdua

Menyelamatkanmu..

Though There’s so many tigers, knights in shinning armour

Tetap di sampingmu..

From the former winter to another summer

Aku datang untukmu

Jangan takut kehilangan pegangan

Ada aku berimu kekuatan

Agar dirimu mampu untuk bertahan

Aku datang

Redam badai lakukan dengan tenang

Hujan ini akan engkau kalahkan

Kalau hatimu percaya padaku

Aku datang

If you are the ocean

Then I’ll be the sea

Forever we’ll make it

That’s where i’ll be

If You are the ocean

then i’ll be the sea

memeluk dunia kita berdua

that’s where i’ll be

Star

The stars are bright tonight
And I am walking nowhere
I guess I will be alright
Desire gets you nowhere

And you are always right
And my, you are so perfect

Take you as you are
I'll have you as you are
I'll take you as you are

I love you just the way you are
I'll have you just the way you are
I'll take you just the way you are
Does anyone love the way they are?

The stars are bright tonight
A distance is between us
And I will be okay
The worst I've ever seen us

Still I have my weaknesses
Still I have my strengths
And still I have my ugliness
But I..

I love you just the way you are
I'll have you just the way you are
I'll take you just the way you are
Does anyone love the way they are? (x2)

Star, star...

Note : Can anybody do that? take somebody else as they are? 

Unpretty

I wish could tie you up in my shoes

Make you feel unpretty too
I was told I was beautiful
But what does that mean to you
Look into the mirror who's inside there
The one with the long hair
Same old me again today (yeah)

My outsides look cool
My insides are blue
Everytime I think I'm through
It's because of you
I've tried different ways
But it's all the same
At the end of the day
I have myself to blame
I'm just trippin'

( chorus )
You can buy your hair if it won't grow
You can fix your nose if he says so
You can buy all the make up
The MAC can make
But if you can't look inside you
Find out who am I too
Be in the position to make me feel
So damn unpretty
I'll make you feel unpretty too

Never insecure until I met you
Now I'm bein' stupid
I used to be so cute to me
Just a little bit skinny
Why do I look to all these things
To keep you happy
Maybe get rid of you
And then I'll get back to me (hey)

My outsides look cool
My insides are blue
Everytime I think I'm through
It's because of you
I've tried different ways
But it's all the same
At the end of the day
I have myself to blame
Can't believe I'm trippin'

( chorus )

Oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh (oh)
Oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh (oh)

( chorus )

lagu ini sayah banget :D apalagi saat saat saya drop dan merasa gak loveable hehehehe

someone like you

I heard, that your settled down.
That you, found a girl and your married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things, I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold it back or hide from the light.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited.
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face & that you'd be reminded,
That for me, it isn't over.

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best, for you too.
Don't forget me, I beg, I remember you said:-
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah.

You'd know, how the time flies.
Only yesterday, was the time of our lives.
We were born and raised in a summer haze.
Bound by the surprise of our glory days.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face & that you'd be reminded,
That for me, it isn't over.

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don't forget me, I beg, I remember you say:-
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead", yay.

Nothing compares, no worries or cares.
Regret's and mistakes they're memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you.
Don't forget me, I beg, I remember you said:-
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don't forget me, I beg, I remembered you say:-
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yay yeh yeah.

karena aku telah dengan mu :D

Aku tak suka selalu saja
Kau sebut-sebut namanya saat kita bicara
Aku tak ingin, tak ingin mendengarnya
Kau bawa-bawa namanya saat berdua denganku

Maafkan aku membuatmu tak suka
Karena aku tlah denganmu
Bukan maksudku membuatmu berfikir
Apakah aku pelarianmu saja

Tak akan lagi, takkan terulang lagi ooh
Membawa-bawa namanya saat berdua denganmu

Maafkan aku membuatmu tak suka
Karena aku tlah denganmu
Bukan maksudku membuatmu berfikir
Apakah aku pelarianmu saja

Maafkan aku bila kau tak suka
Maafkan aku membuatmu tak suka, aku tlah denganmu
Bukan maksudku bukan maksudku membuatmu berfikir
Apakah aku pelarianmu saja

dream a little dream of me

Stars shining bright above you
Night breezes seem to whisper "i love you"
Birds singin’ in the sycamore trees
Dream a little dream of me

Say nighty-night and kiss me
Just hold me tight and tell me you’ll miss me
While I’m alone and blue as can be
Dream a little dream of me

Stars fading but I linger on dear
Still craving your kiss
I’m longin’ to linger till dawn dear
Just saying this

Sweet dreams till sunbeams find you
Sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you
But in your dreams whatever they be
Dream a little dream of me

(instrumental break)

Stars shining up above you
Night breezes seem to whisper "i love you"
Birds singin’ in the sycamore trees
Dream a little dream of me

Sweet dreams till sunbeams find you
Sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you
But in your dreams whatever they be
Dream a little dream of me

Yes, dream a little dream of me 

the Bird and the Worm

If you're the bird
Whenever we pretend it's summer
Then I'm the worm
I know the part, it's such a bummer

But fair is fair
If my segments get seperated
I'll scream
And you'll be there

Close your eyes
(Close my eyes)
So I'd be caught and off of your shoulder
And feel the shine
(Feel the shine)
I'm hooked so toss me over
And cast a line
(Well I'll try)
I'll throw a party and greet my undersea friends
(It depends)
As they arrive
(If they arrive)

You and I left our troubles far behind
But I still have just one more question on my mind
For all my pals who live in the oceans and the seas
With friends like these well,
Who needs enemies?

If I'm your boy
Let's take a shortcut we remember
And we'll enjoy
Picking apples in late september like
We've done for years
Then we'll take a long walk
Through the cornfield
And I'll kiss you
Between the ears

If you're my girl
Swirl me around your room with feeling
And as we twirl
The glow in the dark stars on your ceiling
Will shine for us
As love sweeps over the room
Cuz we tend to make
Each other blush

You and I left our troubles far behind
But I still have just one more question on my mind
For all my pals who live in the oceans and the seas
With friends like these well,
Who needs an enemies?

You're the bird, I'm the worm
And it's plain to see
That we were meant to be

We were meant to be
We were meant to be
We were meant to be

I Just Havent Met You Yet

I’m not surprised, not everything lasts
I’ve broken my heart so many times I stopped keeping track
Talk myself in, I talk myself out
I get all worked up then I let myself down

I tried so very hard not to loose it
I came up with a million excuses
I thought, I thought of every possibility

And I know some day that it’ll all turn out
You’ll make me work so we can work to work it out
And I promise you kid that I give so much more than I get
I just haven’t met you yet

I might have to wait, I’ll never give up
I guess it’s half timin and the other half’s luck
Wherever you are, whenever it’s right
You’ll come outta nowhere and into my life

And I know that we can be so amazin
And baby your love is gonna change me
And now I can see every possibility

Somehow I know that it’ll all turn out
You’ll make me work so we can work to work it out
And promise you kid I’ll give so much more than I get
I just haven’t met you yet

They say all’s fair in love and war
But I won’t need to fight it
We’ll get it right and we’ll be united

And I know that we can be so amazin
And bein in your life is gonna change me
And now I can see every single possibility

And someday I know it’ll all turn out
And I’ll work to work it out
Promise you kid I’ll give more than I get

Oh you know it’ll all turn out
And you’ll make me work so we can work to work it out
And promise you kid to give so much more than I get yeah
I just haven’t met you yet

I just haven’t met you yet
Oh promise you kid to give so much more than I get
I said love love love love love love love
I just haven’t met you yet

I Wish

I thought I got the A-Z but now I'm lost

And I don't know where I'm going', I don't know what I'm looking for

I'm all burnt out

There ain't that much I care about

And I know I'm missing something

I don't know what I'm supposed to do anymore


I won't let it get to me

But I really miss you badly


I wish I knew how I'm gonna be happy without you

I don't know what I'm supposed to do

I thought I got it all mapped out but now I'm lost

In a world that ain't got you in I don't know what I'm living for

Hopeless without the only thing I cared about

Cos you've been my salvation in a place where there's no love anymore


I won't let it get to me

But I'm gonna miss you badly

I wish I knew how I'm gonna be happy without you

I don't know what I'm supposed to do


I wish I knew how I'm gonna be happy without you

In a different world without you


I wish I knew how I'm gonna be happy without you

I don't know what I'm supposed to do


I wish I knew how I'm gonna be happy without you

In a different world without you

Time after time

Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick,
and think of you
caught up in circles confusion--
is nothing new
Flashback--warm nights--
almost left behind
suitcases of memories,
time after--

sometimes you picture me--
I'm walking too far ahead
you're calling to me, I can't hear
what you've said--
Then you say--go slow--
I fall behind--
the second hand unwinds

chorus:
if you're lost you can look--and you will find me
time after time
if you fall I will catch you--I'll be waiting
time after time

after my picture fades and darkness has
turned to gray
watching through windows--you're wondering
if I'm OK
secrets stolen from deep inside
the drum beats out of time--

chorus:
if you're lost...

you said go slow--
I fall behind
the second hand unwinds--

chorus:
if you're lost...
...time after time
time after time
time after time
time after time 

(hehehe...obviously mr. keating is my romantic dream just like every other girl.....)

landslide

I took my love and I took it down
Climbed a mountain then I turned around
And I saw my reflection in the snow covered hills
Well the landslide brought me down

Oh, mirror in the sky
What is love?
Can the child within my heart rise above
Can I sail through the changing ocean tides
Can I handle the seasons of my life

Uh ah ... uh ah .... uh ah ...

Well, I've been afraid of changin'
'Cause I built my life around you
But time makes you bolder
Children get older
I'm getting older too

Well ...

(Instrumental)

Well, I've been afraid of changin'
'Cause I built my life around you
But time makes you bolder
Children get older
I'm getting older too

Well, I'm getting older too

So, take this love and take it down
Yeah, and if you climb a mountain and ya turn around
And If you see my reflection in the snow covered hills
Well the landslide brought me down

If you see my reflection in the snow covered hills

Well maybe ...
Well maybe ...
Well maybe ...

The landslide will bring you down.


 :) <3 it

IBU

Terakhir pulang ke rumah Ibu kemarin saya kaget, bagaimana mungkin perempuan yang sangat saya sayang, yang selalu terlihat necis, cantik dan modis itu berubah begitu cepat dalam hitungan bulan. Ibu mulai tampak keliahatan tua, gigi nya mulai tanggal, pakaiannya sudah tidak lagi mengikuti mode.

Sampai memandangnya pun saya tak bisa, sebab yang saya lihat hanya kelelahan pada wajahnya, beban berat yang seolah olah dipikulnya sendiri. Sungguh saya tidak tega.

Mengingatnya membuat saya menjadi sadar, bahwa ibu saya tidak lagi muda, bahwa saya harus memanfaatkan waktu saya sebaik baiknya untuk membuatnya bahagia. Saya semakin takut akan kehilangan Ibu.

Betapa banyak kebodohan dan kesalahan yang saya lakukan padanya :'(

Dear God, let me have alot of more happy moment with my mother....I really really want to make her happy 

Coming Home

Hmmmm...ini coming home setelah lebaran lalu, karena si bontot mau nikah.... rasanya koq aneh ya? si bontot yang selalu saya anggep anak kecil akhirnya menikah juga. Padahal beberapa tahun lalu karena lupa ia sudah tumbuh besar saya masih membelikannya baju ukuran anak anak....hahahaha......

Saya nggak marah dilangkahi untuk ke 3 kalinya,toh ini keputusan saya untuk tidak menikah cepat cepat.Harapan saya yang besar sama si bontot membuat saya menyesalkan keputusannya. Saya ingin si Bontot lebih dewasa dari ia yang sekarang, kadang ia terlalu emosian, terlalu cepat ngambek. Saya ingin si Bontot sudah menunjukan sifat dewasanya dan "jadi orang" ketika ia menikah nanti.

Lagu ini membuat saya teringat rumah. Buat saya Orang Tua, adik adik dan keponakan saya adalah segalanya, saya merasa gagal sebagai kakak ketika adik adik saya salah jalan, saya bukan panutan yang baik, bukan anak yang berguna, tidak bisa diandalkan.

Semoga saya selalu dimaafkan untuk semua tindakan saya dimasa lalu "I wish I was a better sister, a better daughter, a good role model for all my family."

I'm coming home
I'm coming home
tell the World I'm coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they've forgiven my mistakes
I'm coming home, I'm coming home tell the World that I'm coming 

When We Were Young

Geez....I just wanna stay young forever, you know when all the trouble seems so easy to solve (just ask mummy and daddy for help ^^ ) hahaha.....nope it's because being old lady is horrifying I'm gonna missed all the fun, I must be do all that old people do. Be mature...Be an adult...Be boring